I WISH YOU’D SIT NEXT TO ME AT LUNCH
Im glad your dad fucking punched you in the stomach and you threw up. In fact he should have fucking punched you ten more fucking times, idiot.
Shut. Up.
Who the fuck are you three to judge anyone? One of you is an ugly, trashy piece of shit. One of you is a creepy fuck who will do almost anything for friends. Last but not least, you’re a fucking nobody, you live in Texas, keep your business in Texas. Fuck. Grow the fuck up. I’m happy I dumped you, you’re just subhuman to me. I get that you miss me, but if this is how you and your friends act, I want nothing to do with you. You’re fucking irrelevant. Stop begging for attention. Stay in your fucking desert.
I WANT TO KISS YOU ON YOUR FACE !!!!!!
p.s. Schultze, what’s so great about dumb ol’ Texas ?
I WANT YOU HERE NOW, IT SUCKS THAT YOU’RE SO FAR AWAY. I NEED YOU HERE! i love you. :/
I miss you so much, you have no idea. I always think about you when I’m down. Like today when that motherfucker was kissing her right in front of me. . wtf. .
Anyway, I will always love you, if you want me to, or not. I know you didn’t care about me as much as I cared about you. I would swim across the pacific for you. I would do whatever you want me to do. The truth is, I was falling in love with you. I wish you weren’t such a pussy slut, then you would’ve cared and you would have waited for me as long as possible. I thought about you everyday for 4 months. I was clinically depressed. I hate how my dad tore us apart. i wish he would just let me do what I want to do in my love life. . I hate this. I miss you so much. If I had a car, I would drive to your house and demand some of our amazing sex. I miss it. I miss you. And you are in my heart, always. No matter who I’m dating, I always compare them to you. The last guy I dated reminded me of you, which is why it hurt when me and him broke up.
I want to be in your arms again. I want to smell you again. I want to wake up next to your beautiful face. I want you to realize hiw much you REALLY mean to me, even to today. If you came to my door right now and told me you loved me, I would do whatever it takes to be with you again.
“I truly deeply love you. and before I die I want you to know”
I wish that we didn’t have to say things like ‘someday’ or ‘maybe one day’. I want it to be right now, I can’t take it any longer. I know I say that it’s all right, that I’m okay with waiting, but I’m not. I wish you’d just kiss me already! There is nothing to be afraid of, my first kiss won’t be ruined. Hell, I want to do more than kiss you. Basically I just want you to be mine.
I really want to get closer to him. He’s on my mind almost all the time and it’s driving me insane. I wish things didn’t move so slowly.
I wish I never existed.
i wish you were better looking because then i’d be all up in it and i get jealous when you’re talking to other girls in debate because then i feel like i’m nothing and i just like hanging around you and i like to hang out with you because you make me feel like you like hanging out with me because it often feels like no one does and i just like talking to you because you’re so funny and you have a gr8 personality and i think we would make a cute couple hfuihagljsdfk
IT.
jesus christ. i just want you in my life. why is it that no one believes i’m capable of ignoring my feelings? i can just be friends don’t fucking do this though. i love being around you and i love talking to you. who gives a shit if i think you are really fucking cute? i can get the fuck over it. you make me feel like it is really just about me. i am just annoying as fuck. whatever. i’m sorry for wasting your time. i just can’t help but talk to you.
I wish that I could completely let go of you and move on with my life, but I keep thinking I’d still get a chance. You obviously don’t care about me so I simply cannot fathom why you are always on my mind and why I care so much about you.
GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES!! Neither of you are pretty. You look like a mouse and your boobs only look big because your clothes are too tiny and all you want is attention!! YOU are a backstabbing bitch and you are not so high and mighty aside from tha you’re a slut who goes to a christian school and that is wrong wrong wrong!!! You both need to stop acting like you are better than me just because I don’t like the same things you do and act different! I don’t even know why we are friends?! OH yeah and you say that your my friends but when it comes to both of you never fucking talk to me and you ignore me.. yeah what best friends we are.
I hate your girlfriend more than I hate myself. Jealously, envy, whatever. Be that as it may, you don’t even know her. We’ve been best friends since the start of the school year. We BOTH like each other. I doubt you like me, to be honest. I’m not worthy of anyone’s attention. Yet, I have yours. I don’t even know how.
But.. I miss you. I apologize so much for leaving you to go to Florida. And now you’re moving and I feel like my heart is breaking. I can’t sleep. I toss and turn at night. And when I do sleep, all I dream of is you.
I fucking HATE being your best friend. I hate how that jealous bitch told you that we can’t talk anymore. No, fuck that and fuck HER. We’re best fucking friends. Maybe even going to date when I get home tomorrow.
Also, I miss the living fuck out of you. I haven’t spoken to you since.. Monday? Maybe even before then. I feel like I constantly let you down because I’m not home yet.
But I guarantee I’m going to either 1) cry so badly when we hang out because of your g/f or 2) kiss you all I want. And not care what you say. Or what anyone says.
I fucking love and miss you.
